Woke up at 10:00. Went to bed at about 3:20. Had a very bad sleep. Thus no energy today. Played chess and more chess in a half-zombified state. All day chess. Except as soon as I woke up , I meditated for 7 minutes. So to say. Feeling dizzy and unwell today. No wonder why. I have to pull myself together. I have to pull the switch as soon as I notice these nonsense circles to take shape. Or it is going to kill me. It is already killing me. I feel like I’m in a bad dream, except I don’t have seven lives and I don’t know how to wake up. Why am I doing this to me? What a different world it would be if I had no internet and no computer… Blame modern technology for my laziness and problems. Excuses. Tomorrow. Let tomorrow be different.